Plunge

I dived into the pool.

Not sure if I can swim. 

I had a meeting with Deacon Man Sik from Bethel Church.

So glad he's back from Hanoi. Things are getting more settled, and I'm glad to have someone here that understands my position and supports me. 

"Thank you, Lord."

"Who's going to preach on sundays for Bethel Youth" is a secondary issue.

The primary issue is.. "Who's going to take charge of the Youth Ministry."

I had a choice: (1) Take charge (2) Be an active teacher

I took the first choice.

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"God? I don't know. I'm not sure what I just got myself into. I mean.... I know... but I don't. LEAD a youth group? TAKE CHARGE?! Speak Korean 24/7?! I'm scared. I've never even taught a bible study in Korean before. No, I've never even opened a Korean bible before. I don't even own a Korean bible! I was preparing for sunday bible study, and I had to look up words in google translate. That's sad. I don't know why I made that decision. Something just told me to.. so I did. My confidence level dropped under zero. Don't know where to start. Don't know what to do. Don't even know if I can do it. 

하나님? 저 못해요. 그러니까 하나님이 하세요."